underground is life changing for me. the song represents not only my pain, but the calm in between.

since having to search for my selfworth is harder than anything i have done in my life – between twight brings reassurance that everything will work out. the sadness is still lingering however there is a balance that i have had a glimpse of. its promising in a black and white world.

being underground for almost 39 years, it is hard to imagine myself other than what is familiar. being scared, self sacrificing my needs for the temporary happiness of others.

things that seem important to me are not important to others. visa versa. ever day is a new progressive step toward finding myself.

underground will always be there. till the light goes out. the darkside is to comforting