borderline between emotional & logical realities

chapter one let’s start in the middle. sometimes, when the wind blows it destroys. i’ve found the pain that simmers in my gut. the fear of waking at 2:00 am and not being able to save myself… or him again. death in sleep is expected. but let’s be logical, shall we? my reality is bleak.…

In Retrospect

dear dad

dear dad, its been a while. do you feel me? the pain that i live? doesn’t it hurt you like it hurts me? wish you could have reached the nirvana you seek. mistakes, addictions, disorders and labels aside… i miss you. i would give almost anything to be with you. i never said goodbye. i…

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issues

issues lyrics I’m jealousI’m overzealousWhen I’m downI get real downWhen I’m high, I don’t come downI get angryBaby, believe meI could love you just like thatAnd I could leave you just this fast But you don’tJudge me‘Cause if you did, babyI would judge you tooNo, you don’t judge me‘Cause if you did, babyI would judge…

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artemis

artemis underground is life changing for me. the song represents not only my pain, but the calm in between. since having to search for my selfworth is harder than anything i have done in my life – between twight brings reassurance that everything will work out. the sadness is still lingering however there is a…

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angry angie

angry angie so where do we start with angry angie? she is a bitch, man. straight up. doesn’t want to hear a sound once the red light spots start to appear. responsible rachel is her best friend and they are two peas in a pod. stressed sally likes to show up out of no where…

In Retrospect