dear dad

dear dad, its been a while. do you feel me? the pain that i live? doesn’t it hurt you like it hurts me? wish you could have reached the nirvana you seek. mistakes, addictions, disorders and labels aside… i miss you. i would give almost anything to be with you. i never said goodbye. i…

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flustered

flustered today doesn’t seem fair. life isn’t. shouldn’t expect to be on it everyday. today i am all over the place. simple mistakes chock me like a nouse would. i am tired of feeling lost. i wish that everything would make sense inside my mind. its troublesome and tiring being lost all the time. i…

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issues

issues lyrics I’m jealousI’m overzealousWhen I’m downI get real downWhen I’m high, I don’t come downI get angryBaby, believe meI could love you just like thatAnd I could leave you just this fast But you don’tJudge me‘Cause if you did, babyI would judge you tooNo, you don’t judge me‘Cause if you did, babyI would judge…

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artemis

artemis underground is life changing for me. the song represents not only my pain, but the calm in between. since having to search for my selfworth is harder than anything i have done in my life – between twight brings reassurance that everything will work out. the sadness is still lingering however there is a…

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alone ashley

alone ashley she isn’t very outgoing. it is just her nature. seems life taught her to be quiet and meek. being alone has its pros and being an introvert – its comforting. the thing is, she is lonely at times. she wants to be around people however the thought is just too exhausting. being abandoned…

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