not sure where to begin…

… but i remember the moment everything changed. the memories are coming and going… some here to stay and others willing to hide from the obvious mind. I’ve been told that I am strong. from a young age, i have had to hide a lot of myself in order to survive. emotions run deep and…

In Retrospect

I was thinking about…

the way life doesn’t change unless I am in the drivers seat. Oceanic Inspiration Winding veils round their heads, the women walked on deck. They were now moving steadily down the river, passing the dark shapes of ships at anchor, and London was a swarm of lights with a pale yellow canopy drooping above it.…

In Retrospect

dear dad

dear dad, its been a while. do you feel me? the pain that i live? doesn’t it hurt you like it hurts me? wish you could have reached the nirvana you seek. mistakes, addictions, disorders and labels aside… i miss you. i would give almost anything to be with you. i never said goodbye. i…

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flustered

flustered today doesn’t seem fair. life isn’t. shouldn’t expect to be on it everyday. today i am all over the place. simple mistakes chock me like a nouse would. i am tired of feeling lost. i wish that everything would make sense inside my mind. its troublesome and tiring being lost all the time. i…

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alone ashley

alone ashley she isn’t very outgoing. it is just her nature. seems life taught her to be quiet and meek. being alone has its pros and being an introvert – its comforting. the thing is, she is lonely at times. she wants to be around people however the thought is just too exhausting. being abandoned…

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angry angie

angry angie so where do we start with angry angie? she is a bitch, man. straight up. doesn’t want to hear a sound once the red light spots start to appear. responsible rachel is her best friend and they are two peas in a pod. stressed sally likes to show up out of no where…

In Retrospect