SEIZE THY POWER

Hebrew – לתפוס את כוחך Greek – άρπαξε τη δύναμή σου Arabic – الاستيلاء على قوتك Latin – carpe potentiam tuam I was able to take my compassion and revert stubbornness Courage is to have fear and do it anyway. Emotional – emotional mind – Logical – reasonable mind – 4816 YONAKA – Seize the…

In Retrospect

not sure where to begin…

… but i remember the moment everything changed. the memories are coming and going… some here to stay and others willing to hide from the obvious mind. I’ve been told that I am strong. from a young age, i have had to hide a lot of myself in order to survive. emotions run deep and…

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borderline between what & what?

black and white. realities – emotional – virtual – logical. i am in purgatory. https://youtu.be/mfM-DYz95ZU https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/body/health/a30327/living-with-borderline-personality-disorder/ “Having the diagnosis was such a relief – it confirmed for me why from such a young age I have reacted, felt and thought the way I do.” The worst parts of BPD for her are “dealing with rejection…

In Retrospect

Chapter 1

Borderline Personaility Disorder Borderline between what and what? Been wondering why I have cried myself to sleep most of my life. Seems my thoughts trigger personalities and mood swings like a bitch. Journaling is a safe place. This is the beginning of something scary, challenging, interesting and required. It is not going to be easy.…

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horus

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Horus Horus or Heru, Hor, Har in Ancient Egyptian, is one of the most significant ancient Egyptian deities who served many functions, most notably as god of kingship and the sky. He was worshipped from at least the late prehistoric Egypt until the Ptolemaic Kingdom and Roman Egypt. Different forms of Horus are recorded in history, and these are treated as distinct gods by Egyptologists.[5] These various forms may…

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osiris

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osiris Osiris (/oʊˈsaɪrɪs/, from Egyptian wsjr, Coptic: ⲟⲩⲥⲓⲣⲉ, romanized: Ousire)[2][3] is the god of fertility, agriculture, the afterlife, the dead, resurrection, life, and vegetation in ancient Egyptian religion. He was classically depicted as a green-skinned deity with a pharaoh’s beard, partially mummy-wrapped at the legs, wearing a distinctive atef crown, and holding a symbolic crook and flail.[4] He was one of the first to be associated with the mummy wrap. When his brother, Set, cut…

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isis

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Isis Isis (Ancient Egyptian: ꜣst; Coptic: Ⲏⲥⲉ Ēse; Classical Greek: Ἶσις; Meroitic: 𐦥𐦣𐦯‎ Wos[a] or Wusa) was a major goddess in ancient Egyptian religion whose worship spread throughout the Greco-Roman world. Isis was first mentioned in the Old Kingdom (c. 2686 – c. 2181 BCE) as one of the main characters of the Osiris myth, in which she resurrects her slain brother and husband, the divine king Osiris, and produces and protects his heir, Horus. She was believed to help…

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ancient egyptian deities

Ancient Egyptian deities are the gods and goddesses worshipped in ancient Egypt. The beliefs and rituals surrounding these gods formed the core of ancient Egyptian religion, which emerged sometime in prehistory. Deities represented natural forces and phenomena, and the Egyptians supported and appeased them through offerings and rituals so that these forces would continue to function according to maat, or divine order. After the founding of the…

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hellenistic

The Hellenistic period spans the period of Mediterranean history between the death of Alexander the Great in 323 BC and the emergence of the Roman Empire, as signified by the Battle of Actium in 31 BC[1] and the conquest of Ptolemaic Egypt the following year.[2] The period of Greece prior to the Hellenistic era is known as Classical Greece, while the period afterwards is known as Roman Greece. The Ancient Greek word Hellas (Ἑλλάς, Hellás) was originally…

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